10. Not sure I'm ready to face all the emotion/problems/denials I have been stuffing down for 35 years
9. Eating still isn't on the list of priorities
8. Afraid of meeting crack addicted whores who have lost their kids to DCYF
7. Looking like "Poor Little Rich Girl" (see previous entry)
6. Fearful of digging up more under the surface than needing to
5. The exhaustion may put me over the edge
4. Not excited about people escorting me to the bathroom and watching me eat (although this is still unconfirmed.
3. I'd rather go to a foreign country and hide under a bed until I become hungry again
2. Unsure if I am going to get the support of everyone in my life or if they are going to look at me differently
1. I'm scared beyond belief.
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